Hello
Thank you both.

I decided to keep working till end of June as long as I am waiting to get vaccinated.
30 years and healthy, so it is still not my turn.
Autmn I can get going. For sure!

Haha, I am such a fool.
6 weeks ago, totally out of the blue, I had a stroke.
Luckily I was inside just standing and the symptoms(which were quite scary) only lasted for 30 seconds. The cause of the stroke is found and will be fixed soon.
I can still move everything and my cognitive abilities are also fine.
I am already working part time for 3 weeks already.
But I get tired very fast and I'm fighting with dizziness. For exampe riding a bicycle is possible, I tried today, but half an hour is already too much, too exhausting and leads to headache with dizziness.
And I need a lot of breaks over the day.

Compared to days right after the stroke I feel quite good. Compared to the state before the stroke it's just depressing.
My goal is at least to have a ride on the motorbike for 2 hours this summer. If I can make this happen I will be already very happy.

What will happen next? I will keep working. How long? Not sure, maybe a few months, maybe one year.
Maybe go in autmn slowly towards the south of Europe, maybe start with the big trip next year.
In my first post I wrote: "Last year tought me, that having too many plans is useless...being flexible is more important!"
Well, still my attitude. Time will show.

Why I am telling you this?
Life showed again it's unpredictable. You will be never prepared for the situation that will come, but even though it can be really hard, somehow you can get used to it and stay positive. Concentrate on the progress, not on the state before.

I am sure for most of you this is not new, for me it wasn't either, but such a big thing in your 30ies makes it very obvious and changes things in the head.

So long
BR Paul