I hate my job. I think I am absolutely wasting my life there, it's utterly pointless and useless and meaningless and just plain inhumane. People should be exploring the world and themselves, and discovering things and people, and be free, and enjoy sunrises and fresh air and unlimited bloody horizons rather than be sat at a desk in front of a computer!!
That said, I can't really see a way out just now, so I'm going to stick it out, but it's absolutely soul destroying, and what's even more terrifying is that 99% of my colleagues think it's perfectly fine and normal way for humans to exist - in fact they think I am the freak for wanting to ride my bike around the world.
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