I've been enjoying myself at HU meets for years, but this is my first post on the HUBB - I think. No. It says, it is my fourth (must have been years ago). So, who am I to disagree?
I must have been asleep when they explained about the work ethic. (Very likely!) I've tried to penetrate the mysteries of work for years but have failed. That doesn't mean I like hanging around doing nothing; far from it. I'm a fidget. It's just that I don't like Work.
I have a special aversion to my current work contract which says I have to sit behind a PC most days writing and editing pointless documents that no-one will read. Most of them won't even get published. Worse, I am surrounded by managers who think all this is 'meaningful' - or so they pretend. I dream that one day someone will tell me that my work had helped to save a life or has made an old person happy, but no-one ever does, and if they did, they would be lying.
A couple of times a week I'm given a reprieve and get to facilitate meetings or give presentations. This is better. It gets my performance needs met. As I'm an ace bullshitter, there is some fun to be had here, especially when things go wrong and I have to make stuff up.
Since my wife died (some years ago now) riding a bike is the only thing that convinces me that I inhabit a material, sensual world. Without a bike, I'm lost. I fret and bite my nails. I walk up and down. I spend precious hours logged onto facebook. I think they call this a dependency.
To answer the topic question: I do the job, endure the tedium, and feel useless for six out of eight hours every day to feed my dependency. I get the bikes, the books, the food and the bills. I get to go on short trips and travel up to the UK HU meet.
I had a revelation yesterday. It's time to move on!
P.S. Canazei1200. Yes. Exactly. I have four years left in the galleys. I'm chalking up the hull day by day.